Recently I have realised that my life is a sorry excuse for living.
This might be the case with many college goers and drop outs........... Of lately I haven't been myself. My life has spiralled into a one dimensional search of timepass. Yes. you guys heard me right......timepass.
Instead of doing my daily duties (household chores, college etc etc ...) I desperately try to find ways of whiling away time. Studying has been neglected all together and trips to vacation destinations with friends has become my new aim in life.
This year alone, I have visited Goa three times in the last six months.
I have lost all interest in doing anything productive. The thought of me being a nobody in life is frightening but I just cant seem to resist the urge to waste time.
I haven't felt or been this way ever before........
When I analyse the cause of this stupor, I realise that it is the lack of discipline.
Life just dosen't seem as important anymore. The 'Live in the Moment' philosophy seems to have back fired horribly. My grades in class have gone down and I don't like to pursue hobbies that I used to. Sorts have been neglected due to a medical problem.
In short, my life looks like a complete waste..........atleast as of now.
I might as well check into rehab......if they could treat me for these problems..........
Hope I can find a way out of this labyrinth.
'til then......adios amigos.........I have some not-so-important work to do.
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I understand where you're coming from.I have similar thoughts everyday. I'll read a story about someone young and accomplished and they end up murdered. It's like their life was a complete waste, all of it just gone in an instant. Life doesn't make any sense to me.
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